Duff McKagan - Beautiful Disease lyrics

I think I'm gonna freak out Throw out my Sanity Blame it on my lack of education Forced sobriety Gonna whip it out my double barrel and play Russian roulette with one When I win, I'm gonna pull my skin off And give it to someone yeah! Beautiful (it's so beautiful) Disease Ugly is so beautiful when you hit it with a stick Political correctiveness it's a sham, It makes me sick Sometimes I gotta ask myself why a kick in the head feels good The more they try to beat me down, The more I think it's understood that Beautiful (it's so beautiful) Disease I know I'm sick again Who's gonna be my friend When I freak out Opinions are like a**holes And you smell like an open sewer I've lost my mind, 30 times, 'Cause of bullsh** pulled on tour So there, take it! It's my war, and I want it, right now Now! Beautiful (it's so beautiful) Disease I think I'm going crazy Beautiful Disease I know, I know, I know I've lost my mind There we go once again It's time to take my librium Spiders crawlin' up the walls Will you catch me if I fall? Round and round and round he goes Where he stops, nobody knows