Dub FX - I never made it (live in amsterdam) lyrics

I've got my eyes open wide to the ceiling I'm lying on my back in the centre of a room I've got a voice giving me a funny feeling I've got my eyes open wide to the ceiling I'm lying on my back in the centre of a room I've got a voice giving me a funny feeling Its telling me the world's going to end real soon I've got to get a job otherwise I'm unappealing Do my little dance for the man and consume So i let my energy build for the healing So i can reign down with my super sonic boom I'm held down by a fog on my way to the top All clouded and the pressure won't rise I'm on a mission to the sky with the stars in my eyes Yet the weather won't compromise Like a ball on a chain that is strapped to my brain I'm a prisoner inside of my dreams So i will appreciate the future of a day Where the clouds open up and scream And i sing now I ain't gonna spend my time wandering why i never made it I've already made it I ain't gonna spend my days thinking about why i never made it Like the pages of a novel at the bottom of a shelf I grow stiff yet i keep my pride Like the one raindrop in the centre of a rose I'm in heaven with a world outside Like another metaphor to describe my vibe I'm just a vessel for my conscious needs So i will appreciate the future of a day Where the clouds open up and scream And i sing now I ain't gonna spend my time… Its times like this i need to lose my inhibitions Raise my fist and forget about decisions Help a**ist in the party that im giving Take on the vibe and soon you will be singing That its times like this ya need to lose your inhibitions Just raise your fist and forget about decisions I'll help a**ist in that party that we're giving Take on the vibe and soon ya will be singing I ain't gonna spend my time wandering why, i never made it I've already made it