Druse - Maternal lyrics

I can taste the blood in my mouth I can taste the wine in my lap I can still breathe from inside of a bag My face is flushed against the window I can see you counting every minute down I can hear your back peeling from the seat And I'm a drunk And I'm a coward And I will fight you every day I thought I told you we could go when you were ready to go A tight lipped kiss goodnight, you face the wall I only want you when everything's taken care of ‘Cause that's what I said works best for us If you lived here you'd be home by now You want to go home, but there you are A mother loves her son