Drug Dealer - It's Only Raining Right Where You're Standing lyrics

I know that you've been sad Squandering your time You barely have And everything's a mess And it's such a drag Just waiting for a thing To come and make you mad And even though you've changed I still hear your name But my memory blanks on your smile It's the way you talk Like the picture stock And you want to erase what's inside you Yes you heard I've been losing A grip on myself And everything I love