Drew Diezel - Chronically Up Late lyrics

[Samples Lana Del Rey - Art Deco] [Verse 1] I've never been a rapper Never thought that this could happen Now i've got some people laughing Not like in a bad way They enjoy, my voice I a**umed they'd be annoyed and They're not even disappointed Are you seeing what my point is? With my stage fright I never thought one day i'd Be rapping something late night The cheering got me feeling nice They're hearing what i say right The compliments, pay the price I'll tell you the reason why It's [Chorus] To tell you, how i feel Just know that, this is real Give you a part, of my heart Put it in words, let it heal [Verse 2] I don't try to be best I'm finding my breath Don't rhyme for success But if I can impress Damn that's a feeling I cannot describe I'mma just vibe Just let me vent This an outlet Can you feel the Emotional surge that I wrote and you heard I know i'm a bird did you know that that hurt? That was four years ago but the image is burned Now i'm slipping in turn and i'm still insecure Sticks with you for sure and can never be cured It feels like a curse like I live in a hearse Nothing to prove so i'm using this music it's Not an attempt to start paying my rent These emotions are so up and pent And there's no f**ing friend That can listen like this When i'm ripping this sh** Flipping it quick And I'm switching up the verses Know my pitch is less than perfect but My flow it won't be worsened I just hope somebody heard it If one person says they like it Then this sh** is worth it I'm certain it ain't perfect To be honest it's a burden I just wanna let emotions out But I gotta focus on wording I might seem i'm broken now But I swear I'm not still hurting The problems that I'm versing Are obnoxious and absurd he Keeps, saying I should quit What? but I do this cause I love this sh** f** the money and the fame I dropped this sh** for free You don't needa know my name I'm doing this for me Not an attempt to run the game I just wanna leave a piece I hope you love it all the same This is crazy Now ready or i'm not This ain't what you bought Don't need no penny for my thoughts These other rappers charge For all of their tracks But i get all this back Its the reason I rap [Chorus] [Verse 3] I'm not doing this for fame It is not the end goal There's no way, but maybe But what if it did though? There is nothing better than you Watching someone getting into What you put such effort into Inside a B-letter venue I mean imagine arenas that's A scene of fans in need of tracks Who love to spot the thema and My f**ing thought, schema rapped They listen to me saying that My mothers' lawn's greener and My life's a game I'm playing at Lemme repeat, what I said, this is for me, but When I hear opinions On my spitting from an audience If positive, those compliments Are possibly, the top of it You've no idea the confidence It gives me But to be honest I'm not flawless No not audibly close My position on these writtens Man my listener knows it's [Chorus] (x2) [verse 4] Yes it's, for me, but i can't help but to want More than feelings in a song, i want you to want to listen to The sh** that I have written to the lyrics i have sifted through There's pages of that sh**, here maybe i'll go and thrift it to you Cause I only want the top notch, plenty say i don't rock, stop But i wanna make it, but i cannot fake it Maybe i should save it, for later, need Some inspiration where's that hater? Is he near it though? About a year ago said anyone can rap, yeah I got some sh** for that but maybe i'm not anyone and Maybe I can rap, if i do it then you knew it Like i said there's nothing to it just to be generic Gotta be unique, no that sh** is not apparent Can't you see? But thank you for the listen See it only took a minute now tell me how i can improve I don't want you to can it dude all these stories cannon too I'm glad you're pa**in' through [Chorus] (x2)