Dredg - Matroshka lyrics

I was looking down at you smiling up at me For once I held you tight, but shadowed arms grabbed at me Your head was in the clouds, now those clouds are in your head It's when you needed me, so I listened to what you said Look another year went by They keep pa**ing by God damn I didn't even die Too old and slow I've grown Well I fought time, but lost It was love like a callus you're scarred enough to be Tough and immune, my body adapts you see To all above my head and all below my feet Know that's one freedom you'll never take from me Look another year went by They keep pa**ing by God damn I didn't even die Too old and slow I've grown Well I fought time, but lost To criticize and judge How did I end up here With these standards I'm forced to love Make me disappear Hold tight To criticize and judge How did I end up here With these standards I'm forced to love Make me disappear Hold tight Look another year went by Hold tight