Dream State - Help Myself lyrics

I just can’t help myself I’m cutting corners riding carousels I crossed the line and hung myself to dry I wrote new lies All just for one more night I’m walking tight ropes wrapped around my mind Afraid to speak out Fear has me bound My hands on my mouth I trapped the sound So why can’t I just leave it alone Eyes wide open mind set in stone I keep asking myself is this all I’ve ever known End Ezoic - Top haze horizontal - top_of_page --> What’s the point when I don’t know who I am Three sheets to the wind on my back again Just for one more time? I got too close I lost the fight Here we are again Here we are again Asphyxiated and lost I cannot pretend I cannot pretend That there’s any meaning to this end Every night I am chasing stars Caught up in the moment with my thoughts in bars Hoping I will find you So why can’t I just leave it alone Eyes wide open mind set in stone I keep asking myself is this all I’ve ever known What’s the point when I don’t know who I am Three sheets to the wind on my back again Just for one more time? I got too close I lost the fight Here we are again Here we are again Asphyxiated and lost I cannot pretend I cannot pretend That there’s any meaning to this end When I’m alone I lose myself I’ve come undone and I don’t want your help I’m too far gone and you’re too late I told you before I can’t help myself I’m sorry What’s the point when I don’t know who I am Three sheets to the wind on my back again Just for one more time? But I got too close And I lost my fight I can change, I can change I can let go of my old ways I can save, I can save I can save myself again Save myself again Just for one more night