Double Negative - Thousand Yard Stare lyrics

[Coal Cash] Now I ain't even here but I'm near with these words If I ain't being clear, you didn't hear what you heard If I ain't feeding fear then it's cheer for the famine To examine the unfair, let's feed a bear to the salmon Whether mammon or MK Ultra got a culture copping pirate When the sky lit up with smoke we all can croak in ultraviolet Pilot set to coast, we made a toast with kamikazes While Obama plays the host and we can roast inside the lobby If economy is ghost, most your money don't exist Bliss is not comatose, it never was it never is This is not overdose, I wrote it close to your prescriptions Subscription to what I spoke will just result in more addiction Conviction to what is dope but couldn't cope with mixed emotions Them oceans are hard to float, plenty of boats have been broken Soaking in regret while Baphomet reps the goat head He broke bread with the pope, I hope they choke until their throats bled , As Goethe Said before its hard to settle on my shore For if the brainwaves are deadly, it smashed the levee when it pours And (wore/war) through your door until it tore through your tenement My sentiments speak obstruction with destruction eminent It's evident we're poor with no remnants for amendment Transcendent from the law cuz we're more than a defendant I speak of vengeance, but want a temperance in my sentence Had Larro forging my arrow so I can hit a narrow entrance f** the pharaohs henchmen, and cross sections of 4th dimension On (procession/precession) of the cross, I never lost my true intention Perception of God, and I can spot it at a thousand yards The hardest questions come with lessons that you won't regard I won't depart from the mission it's envisioned So I've risen to every challenge and balanced it with precision Was giving a talent so like Allen I'll be a key To help you free your sight but that's only if you like to see [Tabs] And ever since I was a cradled infant I've been trying to create an imprint Cuz I saw the final days, I'm still trying the gauge the distance Don't make a difference if I display persistence or stay consistent, life changes I'm just changing with it I know the limits but still I overdid it Cuz I'm dumb trying to use my thumb to plug a broken spigot Roam with thickets holding the 5th golden ticket The speed at which I go through emotions gives me motion sickness And since birth my sense of self worth has been quite frail Cuz my darkest hour can't be measured on a light scale I've come a long way, going the wrong way down the right trail And it hurts cuz I might fail in my search for the white whale And how much weight can this animal manage before my broken clavicle becomes collateral damage Before everything that matters gets shattered to fragments And I spend all my days trying to claw my way out of this madness It's fascinating, captivated by how the limits break The captive captures fate as I navigate my inner space My collar's off but I'm a dollar short and a minute late Screaming as a watch the last glimpse of fate disintegrate Nothing can compare but if I stare too long I lose sight of what is there because the glare's too strong The same feeling I get when I stare through the clear blue dawn before All my fears appear out of thin air in a rare new form Yeah I've ran through storms and from shackles I have broken free But became a deer in headlights when I'm suppose to flee Note to me never became that potency I hoped to be On a crash course for failure still I'm sailing that open sea They told me that I'm careless but I could care less Stare d**h in his co*ky face stop and take that rare breath You don't know how thick the air gets when you miss by a mile And you're inner child is screaming are we there yet