Dot Hacker - Forgot to Smile lyrics

If I forgot to smile If I forgot to smile Kept my feelings down a while But now I'm gonna throw them up Stop acting like a child How can I when I never grew up? And I really know how to rile I swear, make your move or put that thing away Put that thing away If we let the pieces fall Who's left to pick them up? This is the wild Any way you try to slice With calamine all over your bleeding sores If I lived a thousand lives I'd still never do what you've done We'll liquify your light We've always enjoyed your style Really how important is living life? Caution is a kite The alter sacrifice You look so good when you're dying I miss calling you mine And I know that I forgot to smile I wish I knew what you wanted to hear