Dope - Numb lyrics

Im walking down this broken road ive never been here before so f**ing board i cant explain it doesnt mean a thing im going lower than i ever dreamt of going before so f**ing low i cant explain i cant explain the pain so what id rather be numb you know what id rather be numb so what id rather be numb from the s** and the d** and the spotlight too you know what id rather be numb from the pain and the blame and the black and blue (so what id rather be numb) i asked my mother what she'd do if she could do it again she said she'd probably do the same she wouldn't change a thing forgive me father for i know not why im drowning in sin i guess i do it all in vain it doesnt mean a thing so what id rather be numb you know what id rather be numb so what id rather be numb from the s** and the d** and the spotlight too you know what id rather be numb from the pain and the blame and the black and blue so put me under again i don't mind put me under again i feel fine can you hold me again before i die put me under again Im walking down this broken road ive never been here before so f**ing board i cant explain i cant explain the pain so what id rather be numb you know what id rather be numb so what id rather be numb from the s** and the d** and the spotlight too you know what id rather be numb from the pain and the blame and the black and blue so what id rather be numb