Don't Look Down - Tryin' lyrics

[verse#1] The years have gone by and i still think of u. Couldnt sleep at night, I was just thinking what to do. All i wanted was to see that u cared, but wen the time was right, U were never there. Tonight i saw u and i knew this day would come, I wanted to show u that im really not that dumb. [verse #2] look at me looking better than u ever did i wanna show u something that i know we never had even tho i tried i couldnt walk away couldnt say things i really had to say to you ..anymore but im trying not try... anymore. trying not to try. [verse#3] been waitin for this moment for too long and i want it so bad but i know its wrong why cant u feel the way i do for u why do i keep holding on.. Trying.... Im trying not to try Trying...Im trying not to try