Dominic Riccitello - Winter Dinner lyrics

i become proud of myself when i look at the clock five minutes pa** and i come to the realization that i haven't thought about you for five whole minutes but then it all comes back and i'm off the beaten track once again i become defeated and all i want is freedom yet i become pieces and weaken and fall short of entrance to the garden of eden and i see the demon in the distance and it deepens this winter season at every dinner i'll leave out a plate it'll be quaint and i'll sit with restraint there won't be a complaint i won't faint ‘cause i know you're not a saint and you'll no longer taint and i'll become stronger and soon i won't think about you or set a plate for you any longer