Dominic Riccitello - Coming to Realization lyrics

i wish i was five and i was fine and i didn't have to lie didn't need someone to be mine and never felt some incline never had to stand at the battle line to find a sign now i just take a sip of red wine try to align some star in the sky always standing on a fault line nothing can ever be divine 'cause when you grow old everything begins to show and it's hard to lie low and all you want is to get by the days begin to pa** by and you grab a pillow and begin to cry not looking for a hero but you look up look out the window and realize it's no good to live in limbo