Dolly Spartans - It's Not Easy lyrics

I get out of bed I try hard to clear my head It's not easy Not easy I stay up 'till five I try hard to just survive It's not easy Not easy But I try I try I try I try I try I try I get out of line I just start to lose my mind It's so easy So easy I get up at ten I try hard to start again It's not easy Not easy Why try Why try Why try But I try I try I try But with a grain of salt I admit to fault But I'm not gonna change You express your doubts Going on about How I"m not gonna change I get out of bed With an aching in my head It's not easy Not easy I stay up 'till five I try hard to stay alive It's not easy Not easy But I try I try I try I try I try I try But with a grain of salt I admit to fault But I'm not gonna change You express your doubts Going on about How I'm not gonna change But I try, I try, I try... When time is on my side You know I'm losing it