DOKTA - WEIRDO lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm not f**ing weird (Yes, you are) I'm a light skinned kid With a headache and a depression Who is trying to get some f**ing attention (Not, really) f** that, i ditched rapping about sh** That i don't even have And since then I feel like i skipped a couple hundred laps Ignoring all this bullsh** that's happening around I'm on my way to success, so f** haters and critics You f**ers go recycle my lyrics if you don't like em' I got my mind split of all this sh** (You should go to sleep, you're not feelng well) f** sleeping, let me tell my sh** (No, you won't) Alright [Verse 2] My brain is boiling, like f**ing spaghetti Food for two, cut in half with a machete I tried to eat em, but that b**h in my head wouldn't let me No emotions, just suicidal thoughts in my mind around, lately (You ain't eating sh**) Oh, is that so? Cause i been sparring our f**ing life since six years ago Remember that first time we was starring at that cutter sh** got me asking what the f** am i thinking now (Shut up, stop telling them all of this) I'm just starting (You're gonna be sorry about this) [Verse 3] See my eyes? well, probably not, but They been crying all night In a room Without a single light on Alone in it, screaming loud inside What the f** is this life Ain't no lie man i wanna f**ing die (You can't) Mom hearing me, she worried So she's checking up on me often Wondering if her little f** is still breathing Saying: mommy, i'm okay Don't mind my eyeballs bleeding, it's just nightmares That are keeping me from sleeping, and she believes me Cause she don't know how f**ed up, I'm really feeling (sh**) [Verse 4] My father ain't even around, to see the sh** he made Left mommy, without a single paper Only the ones that she had to pay She barely found a way, to keep us warm and safe I swear if i see you again, I won't even say "Hey" (f** that dude) In fact, I'll spit on your face and call you a f*ggot Cause for five years, you didn't give me a single penny you b**h Throw a f**ing tissue and leave you thinking about my issues Biggest lie I'll ever say is: "Oh, daddy, i miss you", f*ggot (Don't tell that part man) [Verse 5] I know that I'm the one and only Cause, I'm always the one who is f**ing lonely Sydney loved me, now she turned her back on me My eyes are soiling, but still I was the one who said sorry (Uh) And it f**ing hurts, just like my f**ing head Sometimes i wanna go to bed and wake up dead (No, you don't) Alright then, I'm just gonna take a nap And when i wake up, I'll watch a comedy, but won't laugh I'll just stay there, starring with a mood kinda crappy Eighteen and i still don't know what the f** is happy (They are laughing at you, stop this) (Do you hear me?) [Verse 6] My home is a box without a hole (No) Day time i keep the windows closed Cause that f**ing light just pisses me off Wasted my time writing about gangster life and love That ain't no sh** for me now, I'm highly above (Stop playing) And all the people seem amazed, when i tell em' That i'm hard to understand, like i'm a motherf**ing maze They just don't get that my f**ing mood is based On the things that are just to hard to explain And there's no f**ing way i'll ever complain about it (Stop, they don't understand you anyway) I know that (But) [Verse 7] Do you still think this sh** is funny? Well here's my laughter, emotions bubbling While i write down every single chapter But, f** emotions, cause I have a f**ing dream And I'll invest all my talent Just to see me on a motherf**ing TV screen All you people think I'm bad But that's just me being truthful f** your stupid opinions I store them in a sack and that sack is full of em' (Stop) Left that sh** inside the attic Darker voice inside of me makes you b**hes start to panic (Seriously) I'm driving a f**ing UFO, and i don't know if i'm gon' land it I'm stranded in my head, i wanna wake up.. sh** (One last time) Better find someone else to pick you up Cause i'm a dude who doesn't really give a f** Get stuck in my forest, hater I'm the bear (Bye) f** tender, love and care I dare you to live, my f**ing nightmares