DMinor - SYD 2 LBC lyrics

VERSE 1: If I'm the first in here then I'm the last to leave I'm so determined to win Imma catch the breeze Half my pain is still attached to me So when I'm 6 feet deep ill let the casket breeze Scared of d**h, with a bunch of other things Yes I've heard my mother scream pleading for help Like an unused toy that you leave on the shelf So if I fail to succeed Imma grieve for myself, uh I have felt despair so I know the pain is real But I resistance to tarnishing like stainless steel I used to love sleeping it made me close to d**h But now I moulded comfort homie out of hopeless My pain is undesirable that it is hurting less In fact it makes me stronger that I was nurtured less I raise the bar keep my head in the game But it's hard when my life has been buried in pain CHORUS: I went from sleeping in the back of an alley Pack my note pads in a bag coz I am rapping in Cali Brings a tear to my eye that dreams can actually happen From Sydney to Long Beach is where the action just happens VERSE 2: I like a warm breeze but I love a cold night A graveyard to me is what hopes like Love has never embraced me it don't hold tight So why contemplate d**h with yo own life Hunger kicked in and I'm starving again I watched families and wished I was apart of them My flesh and bone would rather be left alone And yes I've been homeless so no I've never missed home I've walked some lonely paths they never hold me hope My life's a shipwreck homie and I'm a lonely boat You can't hug a corpse no you can't hold me close High on success and continue till I overdose But I got some bigger dreams Yeah Imma storm the charts First stop Long Beach for performing arts I know the road that I have chosen is hard But I'm just hoping that I'm growing so I'm glowing at heart CHORUS: I went from sleeping in the back of an alley Pack my note pads in a bag coz I am rapping in Cali Brings a tear to my eye that dreams can actually happen From Sydney to Long Beach is where the action just happens