DJay Kennedy - Apparently lyrics

Verse 1: This is my canvas I'ma paint it how I want it baby This is my canvas With all my sadness you know i'm done taking chances f** you cause you care When i'm down your not there My only fear, when pretty girls come near Think back to South Paxton, so much action Remember the highlands, talking bout Jackson Remember my momma she was never home Police came and nobody picked up the phone I'm so sorry that I left you there to deal with that alone I was out in the pocket just getting my name known Had no clue what you was going through, how could you be so strong? And when I view you I feel like i always view you wrong I know you changed for the better Damn we can't live this life forever I know you love me you can't let that go But most things I do you don't need to know Hook Verse 2: Another day another crime shown Another day another time zone Today I woke up with a bad attitude Got a don't give a f** type attitude But my mind don't have that type of magnitude They hate on me try to hold me back sh** they shoulda been known I never lack Took a non virgins virginity b**h what She went beyond so we called it infinity Go to the mall on weekends Cuz all the corner stores be tweakin They say my personality unique and sh** How about a fatality for your sneak sh** But maybe this sh** came to soon Maybe I should be able to afford a fork and spoon But now I sit by my window and look at the moon Like thanks for the view And to my momma thank you Cuz we both know I wouldn't exist without you Made a remix album ain't as good as the original When this drops imma become a musical criminal ain't that subliminal But people just can't look at me as an individual Don't realize how my rhymes be so spiritual And if I ever make it out this life that's a miracle