DJ4Kat - Sting Interlude lyrics

[Verse 1] What's the point of living if you don't got a fam? What's the point of knowing if you don't understand? I'm just looking for my lines to provide Closure for those who need space and time, yeah We ain't closing ‘til you flipping the sign Cause he can't see you with that look in his eyes Drops his lids with a sigh, watching as the memories fly by Everything that happened to him since the year five-five Dad left him with mom to go and fight in Vietnam Too bad he never came back The only memories that he had left Was a boomerang and one of his paintings The one that he made when his mom found out The one that was made up on grandma's couch The one of the sun setting on the horizon It was signed with “I'll love you ‘til my time runs out” Mom took it harder than dad took the bullet Sanity was dangling and she was gone before he knew it And like that he was back to square one And his old fam wanted no relation And other kids were steady hating on a patient player Your boy could have turned colder than the Himalayas Said f** it, grabbed a gun and slayed ‘em Take the easy route, take all of his pain and end it But he didn't, took all his pain and hid it The feelings about k**ing it just wouldn't break his ceiling, nah He didn't, nah nah he didn't He didn't [Refrain] His heart throbbed, heart throbbed [Verse 2] Fast forward man ten years later He's 20 with a dream, shackled down as a waiter Tryna stack his bread for missus Mary Baker Who sits in the corner always ordered extra bacon He thought he'd take her on a date for a start And maybe go back to his place in the dark But he never got the chance He glanced at the paper, his heart dropped It was The Thwacker, no one's safe from his art, nah Not even sweet Mary Who was the k**er's canvas that cold January [Refrain] His heart throbbed, his heart throbbed His heart throbbed His heart throbbed, his heart throbbed His heart throbbed [Verse 3] His heart throbbed, he clutched it He got his wind knocked out, gust uppercut-ted Cause he was barely loving his life But now the power's gone and his soul got no lights His home is cold and really dark inside And ill feelings start to multiply, cause that's twice now He looked up to the sky and said “No more white gowns For right now, please Lord, let me live my life out.” But that wasn't the problem, see Cause the devil wears Prada, he Gon' tempt you with the bottle, hook you up with a model And leave you feeling even worse tomorrow Or at least that's how a brother was taught Give thanks for what you have and really love it a lot The words of his father rang back in his mind And the time healed the wounds that the blood couldn't clot [Refrain] His heart throbbed, his heart throbbed His heart throbbed His heart throbbed, his heart throbbed His heart throbbed [Outro] His heart throbbed, he clutched it He felt the love of everybody keep it pumping He outran the pace of the dark And didn't need a knife to show the world the shape of his heart