DJ Sin - Heartfelt lyrics

Verse 1 I create a prison in your chest, where my bars are heart felt Heart wants to jump out at my lyrics but it's a hard sell An artist painting pictures with a pallet of emotion A poet, who's favorite facial expression is stoic Cuz when I take off my mask with a plastic face You see a basketcase, haunted by his past mistakes Backstabbin b**hes, led me to jail & d** And five cops a**aulted me no wonder why I fail to trust Started DJ-ing to pay back my student loans so I'd Never have to move in home but to get better I did it alone That's the price I pay in life. Sacrificing days and nights To maximize my weight & height. to be a bigger man when I'm taking flight I never stopped writing. Kept putting the permanent pen on the pad But people don't understand, I had to fall to finally land Surprised by my success? Then you don't realize the best Keep their dreams close to the chest: where the blood flow nests CHORUS You don't know, what you had, you're gonna find, I ain't so bad When I'm gone, and your alone, no one to give it to you Never felt, this before, I don't feel, the same anymore Cause, I don't need, this sh** going on Verse 2 Every life is a story & I'm tryna right mine Get in my right mind, use my LIFE LINES before I die Never felt like this before, you should see me after shows Conflicted cuz I find more family on the road than at home My high school father figure told me to give up on hip-hop "1 in thirty million chance" I LOVE the odds they get me pissed off So coach this is for you & I. now I'm reaching bluer skies When I was 18 I failed at everything even suicide Damn, its crazy thinking that I saw the light & if I had explored it more I would've never saw tonight My fear of failure & will to succeed are arm-wrestling Really not sure which one is gonna win but I keep on pressing Be-yond guessing, I know the winds of change are blowin Cuz sin's a name your knowin' & I'm convinced its shame your showin' Cuz now yall wanna catch up with me? get on with your lonely a** Don't call me DJ-Sin just call me by the name you know me as CHORUS You don't know, what you had, you're gonna find, I ain't so bad When I'm gone, and your alone, no one to give it to you Never felt, this before, I don't feel, the same anymore Cause, I don't need, this sh** going on Verse 3 Heart to heart I'm just a kid that wants to say he's seen it all before drown my career and let it wash up on a Pauly Shore If you ever thought I was WASTED Talent You're right Of course I am I'm DRUNK in this booth, THROWIN UP on the mic Just blowin up and despite Haters flapping their LABIAS Put a dick in ya lips and enjoy it while K.i.D works to be packin a stadium Like Wrestlemania yea you labias got cracked lips Apply your chapstick now you p**ys look vagtastic They're sayin wow did he write that They're sayin damn I didn't know he did it like that I mean how much can someone really know you When they don't know yo shoes and what you go through Like this: One time at a campus laundramat I was waiting for my clothes This kid comes up wanting an autograph saying, "Dj Sin your dope" So I signed it I was speechless cuz three hundred miles from home This kid knew me more than ninety nine percent of the people I know CHORUS You don't know, what you had, you're gonna find, I ain't so bad When I'm gone, and your alone, no one to give it to you Never felt, this before, I don't feel, the same anymore Cause, I don't need, this sh** going on Ain't it strange, How Things Change Time for the child to shine, see I wanna be a rap star Ain't it strange, How Things Change Time for the child to shine, see I wanna be a rap star Ain't it strange, How Things Change Just another product of the anger in the nation Ain't it strange, How Things Change And I drop bombs for my generation Ain't it strange, How Things Change Rockin' on the Mic only rock the real Ain't it strange, How Things Change Really don't know about the ma** appeal Ain't it strange, How Things Change Time for the child to shine, see I wanna be a rap star