DJ Semi - All By Myself lyrics

[Hook] Listen boys and girls to the song I say And the story I'm about to tell It's about a guy who had lost his way And in the end wound up by himself Cause I met a lot of girls in my travels Had my share of the one-night stands But I'm still alone at the end of the day Riding solo through the badlands All by myself [Verse 1] Still looking for my Juliet But no one's introduced me yet And love ain't nothing like they show you on the movie sets Me, I'm just a loner that's just always how it's been But no one-night stand can replace having a friend And f**ing all these b**hes ain't gon fill the emptiness Now I'm depressed waking up from my dreams in a heavy sweat Does my Juliet exist, sh** have we already met? Kept my heart locked away and now my f**ing head's a mess And it's my fault because any woman who's ever loved me They moved on cause they wanted more than a f** buddy And now it's busy rapping trying to make myself some money Great, now that I got it ain't nobody here but me So when I meet a lady now it just ain't the same She already knows my name And it change the rules of the game Half these girls up at the open bar are only trying to bone a star So for the rest of my life I won't know what their motives are [Hook] [Verse 2] It's not that I dislike women, that's not what I'm trying to say But when emotion gets involved I just tend to push them away My mood is always flippin' you would think I'm bipolar Half the time I'm just too high to remember what I told her Chemically imbalanced cause I lived my life reckless And taking all those d** throughout my f**ing adolescence It was my choice, so when I'm acting crazy I don't blame you I'm the reason for all the sh** that I've put my brain through If I seem distant in the bed after I hit it It's because I don't know how to love and nobody can fix it So this is my apology to every girl who's loved me I'm sorry I couldn't be what you wanted ladies trust me Am I afraid of happiness? Why don't I even try? I'm so pa**ive with these women that they pa**ing me by All that sloppy drunk and rough s** and I could give a f** less Cause I still ain't found love yet [Hook] [Verse 3] Thinking bout my love life as I look back But I'm still a f**ing one-man wolf pack So many things that I've done I wish that I took back So many moves I didn't make I probably should have But that's life and now I really now how sh** is All those years being a player f**ing these b**hes But after all the parties and the shows and the models I'm still alone and nothing but stories in a bottle [Hook]