DJ Dizzy - The Struggle (My Apology) lyrics

[Intro: Daniel] Yo, this is an apology to all the people and the women I offended during the making of this album, I wasn't trying to be mean, I just needed to send a message to all that have hurt me internally and express the feelings I've kept hidden down below. So… [Verse 1: Daniel] All I see is the darkness of the world and the hate inside of me The price of a teenager struggling with his own identity Had my Innocence taken away from me, called weird and ugly, invisible daily Something's going on, feel dizzy, can't let go, can't give up easy Don't care no more too lazy, so depressed, stuck in a hole daily I just want to fit in but they think I'm crazy Im broken Im broken physically Im broken mentally Im broken in every aspect possible, they've broken me Don't you understand, I need to escape, before the monster takes over Coz I'm trapped in a cage, in society ways, put a smile on my face and move on, what a disgrace I'm just a sad clown, clowning around, isolation silence without sound This may seem like a selfish song but you're wrong, this is my apology to you Take it or not, but this the real me not DJ Dizzy, so listen please I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me [Chorus] I'm Sorry (x3), this is my apology (x2) [Verse 2:] If there was any good that came out from dissing these participants I've grown and learnt from these experiences Apparently I'm the bad guy who pares ppl and lies And is not successful enough to sell his sh**ty album track trying to get people to buy Just got to sit back and relax and remember the times as I stay on my grind, got my motivation back, future times People try to put me down, and I bounce back luck, so I go and tell em' just shut the f** up! Because you and everyone can look at my troubles but now I look forward and realise I've erased the struggle So let me get to the main issue, you girls aren't SheDevils Just expressing my view, had a lot of bad experience with the females Acting stupid to be the cool kid but it doesn't work out, game over I quit The definition of insanity is repeating the same actions and expect a different result so maybe I am mad And I know it's sad but realised there are some things I just can't change that I need to accept so to all the women I've wronged and rejected me, Here's my apology [Chorus:] I'm Sorry (x3), this is my apology (x2) [Outro]