Dj Crisis - Lost N Unfound lyrics

[Hook] I'm walking around, so lost n unfound God, if you're watching down, please talk to me now And if im going down the wrong path, please stop me now And keep me from the crowd that tries to knock me down (X2) [Verse 1] How would you feel if everywhere you lived, no one wants you around em?/ f**in with them measurements, grams, ounce, and pounds and/ Kicked out of councilin, received more d**h threats than I could count and/ Send RJ with a silencer (I gotchu), so no one hears the sound and Reppin Madison County, there's a few that rep my a** back/ Hustle Pimp Clique, yeah, I'll always have your back Mom kicked out her kids and moved in a crack addict/ And everywhere I move to, I keep my bags half packed It's gonna be a dark Christmas, sleeping on park benches/ You won't believe how hard this is, being this far from my siblings Tearing apart families is just a part of the system/ I'ma get DFACS out of our business, God as our witness And I never told a soul this, but became a dad in '06/ Till her water broken early, neither of us noticed And even though your mom miscarried you, know I would've cared for you/ I promise I would've been there for you, every day I say a prayer for you [Hook] [Verse 2] I been repenting for sins committing, wondering will I be forgiven/ I pray every day for God to change the way that I'm living I don't wanna look back seeing nothing but past regrets/ Running the block and blastin tecs, meeting hoes and having s** Having stress every half a sec and not having happiness/ Having to mess with bagging sess and hara**ing ba*tard feds Cashing checks and only getting back a couple of dollars/ Because I didn't go to college and turned into an alcoholic I awake to another day, don't really wanna cope with it/ Done lost all hope, broke, and addicted to opiates Smoking sh**, getting high just to get by/ Living life every day, just wishing to die Don't know the next time I see my siblings, so I kiss em goodbye/ And this one's for the block and the clique that sits at my side Are you getting my vibe? Hopefully God will notice me/ With this Chi-Rho tat and I start praying to this rosery [Hook]