Divinity Destroyed - Indigo lyrics

Each step every day I am not alone My guilt for a light that has never shown This haunting pain feels like home Suddenly family has another meaning I'll see you in the next life Another day goes by for me I'm sorry yours was not to be And never will Why did I send you away? Is all of this worth what you paid? I won't ever know I weep for a cross that was never born If I never knew, would I ever mourn? Lines fade on a vague moral rainbow Black and white, day and night Wrong and right Oh I envy simplicity Another day goes by for me I'm sorry yours was not to be And never will How could I bring back what is gone? I cannot change what I have done I can only wait Asleep inside the womb No stranger place to call a tomb This way at least you will be Close to me And when the night is near I see you shining bright and clear Tonight I think I'll count the stars again I'll never lose a race I'll never see that smiling face I'll never get the chance to tuck you in You have forgiven me And that's the greatest tragedy I won't be able to forgive myself How can I wave goodbye With blood all over my hands?