Dividing the Ma**es - Discontent lyrics

what good is this voice if my words are never enough? have my actions done their part to bury all the guilt? i chose to live the good life, and i'll wear it across my chest because a life struggling for pa**ion is a misguided ship i still am no godsend, but i know i'm better than this i may never be fixed, but i know i'm better than this are my words empty? or can you feel my pulse?