Distant Sun - Wasted lyrics

In the stillness of my mind I know I might not find the answers I am seeking now All the beauty's left behind I'm so dissatisfied to live with never breathing now, now I want it but I don't need it, I'm just wasted but it makes me happy it makes me happy All the emptiness inside just helps me justify that I need something to heal me now In the bitterness of life the ending won't suffice, it all begins to fail me now, now I want it but I don't need It I'm just wasted but it makes me happy I don't like it but I can't fight it I just want it to keep me happy to keep me happy I don't need to hide now, I am not afraid and I know like a hero I'll chase it all away and make it go, make it go I want it but I don't need It I'm just wasted but it makes me happy I don't like it but I can't fight it I just want it to keep me happy to keep me happy to keep me happy