Dismemberment Plan - Living in Song lyrics

There's a feeling I remember When I wake up everyday And I know I'm unforgiven Cause at that time I turned you away Well, I always hear you whistle Through my neighborhood every night And it always makes me wonder If you're really doing alright Oh man, I hope I'm not wrong Losing everything Living in song And I know we didn't try When we were rolling side by side Madonna was someone that we always admired Sometimes we would talk about all the artwork she acquired The Basquiats, the Licthensteins, the Herrings, and the Koons She never seemed to give in to too much, too soon Now I know good intentions aren't what they should be But I could sing my motivation simple as a melody Well, I just thought we could have it all I just thought we could ball Oh man, I hope I'm not wrong Losing everything Living in song And I know we didn't try When we were rolling side by side And I know that we did not come Close to where We started from And I know that we didn't play But the game it gets me anyway There's a feeling I remember When I fall asleep every night And everytime I feel that feeling It feels like someone else's surprise