Dismemberment Plan - Since You Died lyrics

people ask how i've been doin since i lost you i say "i'm fine." i just say that i still feel like, oh, you're with me they smile, i speak they don't know what i got waitin' when i get home it's such a shame and every time i hear the doorbell ring itself, i get so excited yeah! i feel numb as i sprawl my body across my bed the shades are closed half-asleep and half-scared to d**h, you know i hate ghosts except for you! and as i feel invisible fingers runnin' up and down my spine i call your name and everytime i see the lights turning on and off, i can feel the blood rush to my skin people ask how i've been doin since i lost you i say "i'm fine." and as a matter of fact, yeah, we get along better since you died i smile, they don't they don't know what i've got waitin' when i get home it is such a shame