Dismemberment Plan - Secret Curse lyrics

Secret Curse anonymous hex on flavorless food and terrible s** a day of no rhythm a night of no rest and I do not know what sin I have not confessed Secret Curse terrible blight I'm deafened by sound and blinded by light caught when I flee and beat when I fight and I'm co*ky when wrong and timid when right and I don't know what crimes have yet to come to light But it's getting worse indelible mark, tired at noon, wired at dark a terrible bite, but never a bark, I don't know what else I can do I don't know who you are... please, I'm sorry Secret Curse unwashable stain, ugly when bold, boring when plain stricken with pleasure and taken with pain and I'm nervous and lost and I can not refrain Secret Curse unsingable song, melody weird, getting it wrong p**y when tender and brutal when strong and I'm losing my friends as we're getting along and I really do try to run that fast and long but it gets there first Invisible eye, sad if I laugh, mad if I cry screwed if I live, screwed if I die I try and I try and I don't know what else I can do