Dismemberment Plan - If I Don't lyrics

Saphire earings in the one hand Long stem rose and cash in the other Got one last kiss on her forehead Wonder what she's going to tell mother Out the window to the alley Join the sidewalk crowd and dissapear Take the last train to Marseilles Theres not much mroe to discuss There's you adn me but there's no us So if you would just get out of the way. I'm not sure where I'm going to go What I'll do but this I know That if I don't write then I'm OK France is grey and needs a shower Waves of fog roll by my window and I could sleep for days on end, but I keep hearing voices that I know Strange, this train car makes me nervous Even though I've got it to myself Feels like someone watching me [Second Chorus- unintelligble}