Dishwalla - Outro lyrics

[Intro: MiindGame] I never thought I would be good at stating my feelings, but commence a beat and my heart will start bleeding I don't really know why I'm breathing, but I'll keep on saving my breath for the beat until the day that my heart stops beating [Hook] Take me over when I'm gone Take me over make me strong Take me over when I'm gone Will they burn for me? [Verse 1: MiindGame] I'm far away from the end of the road, but I now seem incapable of dealing with the weight of the load Every familiar place that I knew is no longer a place that I know, I travel alone and it's cold, investigating every city for a body to hold But all the city has is a bag of insults leaving my search without a result Not interested in how my life will unfold, it doesn't matter what I do I'm never in control I feel more satisfied with my story untold, my glory revoked, is my destiny as simple as slitting my throat? Every day I wake up and I sit and I hope, for a change in my soap, making it able to cope With rotting away on this globe, forget it man, I'm sick of writing sh** down with this freaking pen The world is full of barbies but I refuse to be Ken, I give this freaking earth a decade or ten, after that I am sure it will end So here I am, wasting my time writing down the type of feelings that I can hardly describe, but regardless I try Often I wonder why we're alive to live till the moment that we'll die in the night, no matter how hard that we fight It's crazy how far I've come from being a baby, but all that I'm waiting for is to die when I'm eighty So for now I'll be stuck in a daydream, awaiting the day my breath gets taken away and d**h will be able to take me [Hook] [Outro] And on another note Heleen you know me, know there's no hope for me to turn to the old me, you know I'm lonely and all I needed was you to hold me Close to two years our time was closing, now two years later you need to know that I'm done with hoping I love you, but I'm done with showing, I still miss you, but I've found a way to decompose it Your chapter in my book I've closed it, I'm reading the rest of it and wonder how long Laura will be there, that's something only time is knowing