Dirty Projectors - What I See lyrics

I want to live I wish I was dead I've got to close my eyes I want to live I wish I was dead This feeling Haunts me Behind these eyes the shell seems so empty Does anything live inside? I want to live I wish I was dead I've got to close my eyes I want to live I wish I was dead Life's cold And it reaches inside I reach to feel and to live A desperate wish begins And from the start I can see the end I want to live I wish I was dead I've got to close my eyes I want to live I wish I was dead