Dir En Grey - Kodoku Ni Shisu, Yueni Kodoku lyrics

I have lived in restrict I want to disappear more then to forget I laugh back at people like you, who act like you understand You people just live on laughing, saying something good will happen tomorrow There was always something different about you and me and the way you talk from the beginning It's not unusual anymore to get hurt by you Just wishing it wasn't real is my only negative way to escape... ash to ash I am just garbage with an umbrella So give me my dream I am used to hiding underneath the umbrella So I want you for me Can you hear me?