Dir En Grey - Mushi lyrics

I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all and I can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past I can get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart stifling my tears, I laugh day after day my heart has shown me that believing is nothing those hypocrites k**ed me my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away stifling my tears, I scream day after day my heart has left me with a belief in strength my own heart k**ed me