Dir En Grey - Mazohyst Of Decadence (English) lyrics

Child that will be born adults with no sense of guilt fallen I who has no name why am I here I don't even understand, but I don't know that I only have a few months to live... I want to love I want to be born inside this mother's body, staring Since the time I waited for conciousness two months on I sensed something fast Yet I could do nothing that cord of ours will be... I, incomplete, my body pierced through with hooked pain Mother's screaming voice, ringing in my ears, will not cease white coated adults scooped me up In eyes overflowing with coldheartedness bloody, without a right hand, I am reflected Just as I was, in black vinyl I am wrapped, engulfed While my conciousness is gradually fading, I consider quietly If I, caged, am loved as I am, that is good it cannot be forgiven It's better that I, unloveable, died as I am In quiet I shall sleep without giving my first cry Just once, I want to feel a mother's love Maybe this is love thank you A door that never opens was closing tight But I am surely your future, and so... La la la... My body burned, consumed until my bones become nothing burned, destroyed Goodbye