Diptych - Better Person lyrics

The truth is that I still hold grudges from you It's been so many years and I wish I was mature And accept your silent apologies But I guess I'm not that easy going person That knows how to deal with the past Five years past And I'm still afraid of you Five years past And my worst nightmare come true But just for tonight ‘Cause tomorrow I'll be a better person Guess I was right that whole time It wasn't just neurosis from my sick mind I may want you to admit it C'mon admit it I was right I was seeing clear Five years past And I'm still afraid of you Five years past And my worst nightmare come true But just for tonight ‘Cause tomorrow I'll be a better person Calmin' down There's nothing to worry Nothing to threaten Nothing to fear Sounds like a silly joke No more feelings to joke I can breathe I can rest Feel the air on my chest