Dion Crysis - Peace of mind lyrics

[Verse: Lona] I got to find peace of mind Need someone to listen, let your soul speak to mine Can't find happiness, so I piece these rhymes Hoping they leave the page and lead the age They say be yourself Momma say be the change Can i be both? Is that wanting too much? I'll let it go Been doing that a lot Can't stress it, just let it flow Sofy say I could be the one to give you the message But all I hear is the tone Got a caught up in sh** with the cops Wasn't even doing no wrong Had to watch my body language and tone Before I leave my momma and my brother here alone What can I say, I'm just hot headed But what you expect When all your life they told you where you were not headed I could break it down like Jenga The deepest roots of this anger And you'd still not get it Everyone stacking on money and lacking on loving I'm not with it They told me college changes you I would not hear it Lost myself, my soul I could not feel it It's coming back The future now, I don't fear it Or maybe I'm lying In denial of being numb In need of saying I won or overcome But really I'm just stagnant and impatient God got a plan Lord knows I'm bad at waiting Self destruction been contemplating Hoping somehow a woman could save me Yet they always take me for granted And granted I always treat queens and angels the grandest They always fly away and leave me with the baggage And I just add that onto the cross that I'm packing My heart starting to match my skin, it's the blackest They still saying I'm lame I guess it's cause I'm done with the acting Plus the cool kids are usually the wackest Find they happiness in the bottom of bottles and baggies Don't reply cause they just want a reaction Them plus my own mind the reason I'm losing my traction Can't reach self satisfaction It's becoming a distraction Happiness hard to come by Love hard to come by Real hard to come by Peace hard to come by Got ideas to run by Just listen out when it come time Starting realize this is real life And I can't love someone's flaws before I love mine And it can't touch your soul if it don't touch mines If I never get the baddest chick, I don't much mind Just one that understands I ain't perfect but I try And yeah I'm a man but I cry Lately too many raindrops on my window pane Trying to stretch the last little bit of fight like the limousine Body serve as a mausoleum I'd probably cherish my talents if I could see them City don't love me, don't hesitate to show me n***as I helped, trynna little bro me When they the little homies Guess it's safe to say at this point I'm a little hopeless Maybe I'd be alright If I get a peace of mind I just wanna piece of mind Uncle Sam just want a piece of mines Parasite to my people Won't ever see us a equals 60's there was a war This here the sequel But we want followers and ain't even got a direction More DMs to ignore New slaves Except we working less and singing more They hate n***as from here to Singapore Trying to educate you like Evers And feed the poor Trying to form a vision most could see for sure But my own brothers and sisters point at me with they triggers God Bless The Child who believe in something bigger God Bless The Child who's lost and close to losing his temper Destined to be winner How am i Leonardo and master splinter? My life the gift and curse But maybe, just maybe I could find peace at the end of this verse, it go Please help me forget about it Please help quit the doubting I got to find peace of mind Please don't take my peace of mind I'm fragile but I don't mind They say it's impossible But I know it's possible