Dion Crysis - Kerry lona lyrics

Part I [Verse 1: Lona] Kerry Lona Kerry the lame Kerry the nerd Kerry the loner Used to dream of come up All the girls with double d's, used to front on me Now I'm balling out, you can juggle deez Got the diploma, now for the degree Yeah they say they always love me huh and I can't agree Cause if memory serve me right My exes never deserved me right And you never did serve me right I know you seen The Help I needed help But no one lended me a hand No one believed in the plan That's why all the crabs in my barrel Are now in the pan Fixing to fry, living to die The young shepherd was sheltered Conditioned to living inside Thoughts of being good would get me love I was living a lie I was making them A's And the ones who'd mock my name Was making I's, no surprise Incomplete, incompetent, can't compete Yeah they talking down on me cause granny cook and I would eat What's skinny n***a? Like really n***a? Fresh just like that Philly n***a, do you feel me n***a? That inner struggle like laws dog It might k** a n***a [Hook: Lona] Who am I, well you say you know Who am I, ooo I think I know Hang on to the past cause I can't let go Got them insecurities, can't let it show [Verse 2: Lona] Lona the man Lona the don I got what you need I got what you want They hating the person but love the rapper Love the s** but hate the morning after Love Stephon but they hate Steve But that ain't me No Buddy Love, I'm all Klump n***a what's up They f**ed up When they said f** me But luckily I got a big heart on some me sh** To forgive all that said that I wouldn't be sh** Same ones calling me the sh** I be out here and I see sh** Like all of you n***as in pieces Murder you just with a thesis All while the kid is in the pieces, pieces The don dominant, you just decent This ain't nothing out the golden age or the recents Make you hate me is social media's pretense I don't get offended homie I ain't playing defense Cause when I reply you going to want to repent n***as change up First they Alphas then Omegas n***as piggy backing, then they end up walking Girls rate me a 2, then we end up talking The n***as you love ain't going far I did me, ended up raising the bar They hate and gaze from a far Like Aladdin, Jafar Cause they ain't up to par Young Tiger Woods Say you can be great I might just could I'm just not sure He got game and I rock this court He got game and I rock this court [Hook 2: Lona] Who am I, well you say you know Who am I, ooo I think I know Hang on to the past cause I can't let go Got them insecurities, got to get it though Part II [Verse 1: Lona] My deepest fear is I'll never be good enough Hood say I ain't hood enough Judged my value off hoes that stood me up Father I was hoping maybe you could hook me up With a little bit of confidence I don't know what my problem is Lately I been breaking all of my promises Hope I can fulfill prophecies And get them hooked like the pharmacy So momma see Probably gain a couple apologies From some has been that was knocking me Misery is all i know Happiness is all i want Wish I knew how to get there Wish I knew the keys to life and how I could make the sh** fair Remember back when I did care No one ever kept it real yeah They was like Kerry dog, get out of your feels man How they gone feel when They look up and a got to look up Cause the lame stayed true and that lame had a plan And that hell that they put him through made him the man When they ain't give a damn Who was really down when I was really down Who look silly now They hit my line I'm like really now Oh you feel me now My biggest fear is dying young Full of sin and unaccomplished f** the turn up I don't want it Call me what you want At least I'm honest I'm my worst critic and there's no reason for it It's like I know I got the part but I'm still reading for it It's like f** the money and the fame so why I'm feigning for it It's like f** a thot, but I give her all of mi amor 20/20 since I was itty bitty, but it's 2016 and I'm seeing more Being aware, wide awoke, being sure This world full of illness And maybe I could cure it with these ill kicks and this realness A lot of yall going to try hard not to feel this But I know you want to Who was chosen? Kerry Lona Part III Everywhere that I go they calling me a lame I just think it's funny how they always know my name Talking sh** when I'm not around but it's always love when they see me Colder than Tony Hawk in 03 with a beanie Headed where only Scotty can beam me Fed up with the timeline And I'm so sick of the TV Wrote this on ego trip, i feel like world need me I'm feeling like they owe me Got them like who is this new n***a Adios to the old me Everywhere I go they asking who am I Everywhere that I been, counted me out of life They asking what's the limit, i think its somewhere past the sky They said I'll never be sh** so you know I got to try