Dinosaur Jr. - Friends lyrics

I need a hand, I need a hand Can you understand, I got no plan Lookin' for a new brochure, just starin' in the sand In my defense, in my defense I feel intense, it all makes no sense I'm the one who runs in circles Tell me how it went I wanted you to make it slow I wanna have a hand to hold Now it's stuck in my throat Wishin' that I'd blow I try and try and get nowhere I can't avoid and I can't stare It's not my only thought But I can't give it up I've been away, I've been away I'd like to stay, but can't get it straight I saw you runnin' sideways so I hope it's not to late I wanted you to bring me there Drop me off, you know I'm scared Not sure what I can bring, or if it means a thing I wondered what I couldn't think I was feelin' my heart sink But couldn't shake it off Mind was goin' soft If you're here, if you're here And I cruise in fear, then disappear Even if you don't see me, I promise I'll be near I wanted you to lose control I wanted you to hear my soul And jumble things I've strained My mind goal wasn't reigned I broke it up to have some space But nothin's fallin' into place But I can't get upset Cause I can't get it yet