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Okay On these thoughts all day Looking down Holding a frown With my dog that's cool Picking the ice out the pool My mind is bleeding thoughts Thinking all these fights I've fought And I pace around thinking deep What'll go and what will I keep I'm surprised I've yet to lose sleep Sorry this first verse is cheap But I doubt you'll stand under the thoughts I throw up I'm not sure, my mind decided to blow up I'm spewing what I'm about to say when they go up I'm starting to realize What happens when a kid has real eyes When I notice real lies When I see I'm affected no matter the size The Cries I'm feeling..... I'm depressed from my head to my heels like I'm on the brink of knowing what losing my everything feels like I'm getting sick in all this drama I'm afraid of what's going on with my Mama My items can not compare Than the human with the Brunet hair My mama 1 of me but 2pacs Dear mama I hope you feel me in these lines and these commas I'm thinking about this too much All these depressed lines such As what I hope God forbids I can't stand for us to think this as kids But I pray I stay Away From the worse that could be Just in case, Mama I love you My everything to me Is you I'm starting to realize What happens when a kid has real eyes When I notice real lies When I see I'm affected no matter the size The cries I'm feeling Like something became nothing Problems I'm not discussing I'm scared so my head is always spinning And It's hard for any forgiving When your most loved earthly person tells you there losing it Think of your heart, I apologize for bruising it I know it's confusing But If I get back There's no refusing my accusing I pray God is not approving this conclusion This stress is introducing illusions I see things My life and hers is being ruined by 2 rings And I'm told I shouldn't be the one to hold her emotions But to cheer her up I'll swim through the oceans Need a heart to lean on I'm open Forget me wen you're down I'm broken I'm starting to realize What happens when a kid has real eyes When I notice real lies When I see I'm affected no matter the size The cries I'm feeling Like I'm going to hurt someone's feelings with this Or maybe you'll see feeling in this Or maybe you'll notice some things are not healing with this And mama if you're reading Please don't cry you aren't the reason I'm bleeding But I pray I'm the reason you're seeing We need to move to the next phase I know I've been off for days And now you know why Sorry I'm a writer, talk shy Not a talk guy I'm working on it But I'm scared to believe this may happen All I'll I have left is this rapping And I know it wouldn't be over, I got God But earthly it would be done, this might seem odd I just don't know if I could stain the pain All these emotional stains Always feeling like the rain And saying this I'm not ashamed I'm starting to realize What happens when a kid has real eyes When I notice real lies When I see I'm affected no matter the size The cries I'm feeling Like mama, there's nothing I can do But I'll try anything to protect you I won't lie To keep you nothing I won't try Thank God I've had this time at least But I'm only 13, I need you to keep I can tell you how many tears blind me as I type I apologize if this causes too much hype But I can't stand for this pain To invade my brain I'm just praying we evade the comment you made the other day I can't stand to never again hear you say Anything ever Even if you're yelling because you're mad Losing you when cause more than sad I can't stand to imagine losing all I've ever had Cuz if this happens I lose my past And my future won't last I hate to think of these things so I'll try to stop But my happy emotion is starting to drop Too many people have crossed the line I don't want nothing bad to happen so I try to spend as much time When I'm all up under your feet It's because I wanna be able to keep As much memory as I can I hope you understand I love you