DIIV - Bent (Roi's Song) lyrics

I saw you with a very loose grip on your tight ship And I left you with a very big mess then I watched it progress Took a little time for your trip but I saw you starting to slip And you always kept your eyes on any little hiding spot that you had forgot And I saw you after a decent spell in a private hell And I told you, "I hope I live a thousand lives, hope I live them well" Fought my mind to keep my life, but my body’s putting up a tougher fight Yeah, if it feels wrong, you can go on along But once it feels right then you just lost the fight I saw you with a very loose grip on your tight ship And I lost you when you said one hit couldn’t hurt a bit Took a little time for your trip but I saw you starting to slip 'Cause you always kept your eyes on any little hiding spot that you had forgot I can’t shake the terror of my life fleeting, minute by minute Even when I can’t imagine another day waking up in it Fought my mind to keep my life, but my body’s putting up a tougher fight Yeah, if it feels wrong, you can go on along But once it feels right then you just lost the fight