Different - FML lyrics

[Verse 1: Muggy Music] I been waiting for a minute For my lady So I can't jeopardize that for one of these hoes I been living without limits As far as my business I'm the only one that's in control I been feeling all I've given For my children I will die for those I love God, I'm willing To make this my mission Give up the women Before I lose half of what I own I been thinking About my vision Pour out my feelings Revealing the layers to my soul, my soul The layers to my soul Revealing the layers to my soul [Chorus: Muggy Music] They wish I would go ahead and f** my life up Can't let them get to me And even though I always f** my life up Only I can mention me [Verse 2: Different] Long nights get darker now Lying still popping pills and alcohol f**ing lives up now just not my own On silence don't pick up the phone Cause you ain't never been around for the good cause You stop Man you're better being off alone Like it's sticks and stones It won't break my bones It won't take my throne Man I'm still on my own I won't die With the bottle to the ceiling n***as, d**, everything you wanna fill in f** up my life f** b**hes with children f** fame, f** life, f** this getting a million But I'm still controlling I'm​ scouting for life patroling Lived a life till a n***a he stole it But this life ain't even the coldest Oh Well [Chorus: Muggy Music] They wish I would go ahead and f** my life up Can't let them get to me And even though I always f** my life up Only I can mention me