Die Happy - Fortune lyrics

here I am talking 'bout discoveries emptyness, how silly everything can be my words are strong my acts are weak the truth is different I wanted all now I am standing here, don't give a damn I am lost in my past, in reality it drones in my head? a weird tone it sounds like I didn't lose I think there must be more I think there must be more but I don't wanna wait but I don't wanna but I don't wanna wait The f**ing Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad The f**ing Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad here I am hiding my head in sand here I am swearing I am innocent don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink all on my own I wanted all but it's hard to believe I will stand on the top of the world and smile down who will tell me where it is at all who will tell me how to get there 'cause I don't wanna wait I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna wait The f**ing Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad The f**ing Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad I wanted all but it's hard to believe I will stand on the top of the world 'cause I don't wanna wait I don't wanna wait The f**ing Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad The f**ing Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad The f**ing Fortune is not The f**ing Fortune is not The f**ing Fortune is not smiling upon me