Dibiase - Really lyrics

[Verse 1 - Intuition] She said f** you And the high horse you rode in on It's been a blind course of divorce since you been gone I'm staying busy, but I barely keep my skin on It's just another test that at best keeps my chin strong Lightheaded, eyes bright red And I'm just trying to find a little slice of heaven I can tread in She said I try to stop the drops, my eyes are sheddin' But I can't seem to shake your sour scent from my beddin' And my advice was bad to offer her I said that could be fixed with a little fabric softener Already took our pictures down at magic markered her I swear to god, the end was almost bad as the start with her Well, look what the kitty dragged in With a sh**ty sad grin, stressed, pretty bad skin Nit picky, skinny titties sagged thin With like fifty nifty reasons I should shimmy back in [Hook] Should I really, really Or would I be silly To continue concealing this feelings that I be feeling [Verse 2 - VerBS] My man Evan Walker made you look serene These shrooms made your eyes bloom into roses Plumage that's gold and rays in a beam But these aren't the same views when I'm sober And being ourselves is hella difficult When we party religiously like it's a cult The real you I wanna get to know The real me I wanna get to show But I hide behind my drunkenness like it's a cloak And you do the same And when it provokes thoughts I'm wondering if Mrs. Night Fun is the right one sh** I hope But you know the game And I smile like light shows And when she smile bright light shows Man I know this dame, trying to commit a n***a But I ain't really sure 'Cause she ain't really pure Trying to lock me down every time I hit the door [Hook]