Diary Of Snow - Pens lyrics

I may have changed my number But I know you have it I know I said I wouldn't write But I can't shake these habits Same old notebooks filled with words We're still empty, they still hurt Snow falls on an empty street I never smoked back then but now I'm two packs deep Because cuts on the wrist never fully heal And scars on the heart remind you love is real And I tried to let go of a girl that I guess that I didn't know And they say, and they say, and they say Love dies just like a ghost, it fades away But baby I'm still haunted And I feel your presence every day And now I wish that I could burn With all the songs I wrote for you But I wrote them all in pen Because I trusted you And I wish that I had learned How to be a better man 'Cause now I'm out here on my own Just a notebook and a pen And so we lit a fire And I watched it all go And as the flames grew higher I felt the breath catch in my throat And I swear I would have cried If I thought that you would care But I was young and full of pride Cursing at a girl that wasn't there My friends told me if it runs don't chase it The past only exists to erase it And all this alcohol can't erase her But I'll sure as hell try tonight And they say, and they say, and they say Love dies just like a ghost, it fades away You've left this old house haunted I guess I'll pack my things and move away And now I wish that I could burn With all the songs I wrote for you But I wrote them all in pen Because I trusted you And I wish that I had learned How to be a better man 'Cause now I'm out here on my own Just a notebook and a pen Yes I've kissed the lips of another girl And I know you've been with another man But what does that change in the end And we both know you can do better I can't let you go, never And they say you don't always get what you asked for And all I wanted was the truth And it was you who said you can't always run from your problems I can't believe I believed you And now I wish that I could burn With all the songs I wrote for you (songs I wrote for you) But I wrote them all in pen Because I trusted you (because I trusted you) And I wish that I had learned How to be a better man (yeah) 'Cause now I'm out here on my own Just a notebook and a pen I may have changed my number But I know you have it I know I said I wouldn't write But I can't shake these habits