Diamond Wilson - Teen angst lyrics

I woke up in the morning; only to be swung down to my feet So I laid there until the wet gra** and dirt clung to me like crazy glue Ever since I came here she's got me in her sights She keeps telling me that everything's alright Except I'm coughing up blood all the time Why won't they tell me the truth I'm listening to every word the the teacher says 'but I'm not as cheap sleeping in this dirty bed But this bored place is perfect to me' just repeat please Those dirtbags could give some prove I can't afford the thoughts that I think and sleep doesn't come cheap Sometimes I find my sanctuary in the long nights on the bridge The same one I jumped off of, only splitting my ribs I k**ing all of my cells I twisted in pain and there was nothing to gain Except her breath and the fingers that beat bare at my chest I'm not sure of the rest But I'm doing my best so please don't send me to hell My favorite nightmare lays at home Her eyes will watch me for a while until dim from this life