DIAGONz - Dead Inside lyrics

[Verse 1] I grew up with this girl She wanted to see the whole world But her life went in a swirl Ended up a prostitute Wanting to meet men in nice suits But only met up with junkies Thinkin it would be funky to try ex She got hooked and men didn't even pay her for s** She was nasty and looked old by 18 Her looks were defla-ting Being poor and now labeled a who*e She started living on the streets And she was feeling defeat She was crying She was trying to survive Wanting to be the president when she was five But now where was she Then something happened at 3am... [Hook x3] Shes dead inside Wanted to fly But her wings were clipped [Verse 2] A little boy walked up to her and said Mommy, is daddy dead? She had no idea where he had been for 4 years Then tears flew from her eyes She wanted to die She responded with I hope The kid started bawling In annoyance she beat him Stomped him with her feat Then she ran for forsaking her son Then she broke into a house and stole a gun... [Hook x2] [Verse 3] 2 members of her family walked in It was her granny talk-in to her dad Then she she instantly did bad Shot 'em both dead Right in the back of the head She ran out into the rain The image of 3 victims stuck in her brain Then all of a sudden the cops came She blasted them both away Hopped in the car ready to drive When she realized one of those guys she shot was still alive He got a good look of her face And she could see it too She calked her .12 gauge and fired Then she stopped and looked back at the body Then she grabbed the shotty and pulled it on herself for the evil she had done