Dez - Noose lyrics

I said [Chorus x2] They ask me what I want from it I tell 'em just to find the truth Self-loathing narcissist I swear I'm trynna find my youth Olympian on Ritalin I'm just trynna align the loops Put my pops in finer coups And find the time to hide this noose [Verse 1] But most these n******gs wear designer boots And I'm just trying to Steve McQueen the game And then divide the loot Most my people stuck wit' me Just like yo family supposed to Had a couple n***as switch up on me they Sammy Sosa But it's all good, I only got a couple bars for them I'm carving up these consonants and eating off these h*monyms And shout out to my moms and them This life sh** crazy I'm not sure that 23 supposed to feel like 80 My ex girl just got engaged, another one had a baby My cousin died at 22 not much can presently phase me He woulda been 27 in a couple of days Stuck in that haze on Ventura Twist an OG, mind in orbit [Chorus x2] They ask me what I want from it I tell 'em just to find the truth Self-loathing narcissist I swear I'm trynna find my youth Olympian on Ritalin I'm just trynna align the loops Put my pops in finer coups And find the time to hide this noose [Verse 2] I'm nicer than the locks and shiny suits And n***as couldn't see me if they took footage from inside the booth But that's beside the point cuz I did that sh** from inside my youth My family's hit the foundation, I just gotta provide the roof I sat and told my sister, "Every loss is a gain" And then I told my younger cousin, "Every floss not a chain Focus on yo aspirations validations a game" These n***as playing with monopoly money The sh** is funny I'm Dave Duchovny Californicating waiting for the day it all make sense Reading books about the moon phases Smoking green and blue hazes Backseat two Asians Try my best to share my light illuminating [Chorus x2] They ask me what I want from it I tell 'em just to find the truth Self-loathing narcissist I swear I'm trynna find my youth Olympian on Ritalin I'm just trynna align the loops Put my pops in finer coups And find the time to hide this noose