Dez Peradeaux - No Haven lyrics

I realize now that this isn't what I wanted But who really gets what they want? Nobody I know Is it worth the pain that it put me through? Looking down all I see is lost life And the d**h of the trees, oh no Tell me what's left I don't see anything beneath me I don't know, the total loss of life it baffles me Does anything really ever go according to plan? I'm starting to think oh no no no Was it worth the loss of life? Is this the only way we know to fight? Will this be the end of everything I know? I don't know who could survive something like this Am I the only one whose died only inside? Everybody's gone but I don't wanna be Can you blame me for this loss of life? It wasn't mine, the idea wasn't mine I didn't think this was fine But here I am, am I the only one left? So I head home... Or what's left of all, there's probably nothing left But where do I have to go? I'll be heading home