Dextro - Mountains lyrics

Verse 1: Stuck in a rut again pray for an escape Try to reach out it seems nobody can relate Beaten broken out of shape watch the situation escalate And everyday I hesitate create another problem The greatest of the apes and yet I still can't seem to solve em Join the ranks of the fallen make my way to the bottom Demons yeah you know I got em f** it I'll always win The strength thats in my soul is much stronger than my sins Razorblades been to my wrist down and across And if it had been enough I'd be nothing more than a thought sh** I fought for another chance man I'm tearing back the covers And if I can't a reason I'm pushing forward for the others But this can't go on for ever to close to the edge And maybe it'd be easier if I just turned up dead The thought remains in my head can't decide how to reply Waking up thinking it'd be better if I died Why lie man? nothing ever comes around And I can't be a burden if I'm in a casket underground Gotta shake off that thought rise out of the darkness Been way to f**ing long don't know how to f**ing start this Regardless its a now or never moment Either I make it right now or this is the time to f**ing show it Man I know it, I'm something more than a liar I'm so tired Chorus x2 I've been broken I've been beaten never retreating Rising up to the fight in the face of defeat And we keep standing no matter how hard they try to break us Silencing the truth and the clowns the emulate us But they ain't us thats the ones who really down The ones who cannot swim but they still never drown Verse 2: Hard to believe I sacrificed the best years of my life Thought I was doing right enter the night Everything is going dark and my heart is turning cold Learned I'll always been alone I'm only 25 years old I guess thats how my stories told it ain't much of a tale Not much to write about when all I do is fail The one you pa** but don't remember january to december Trying to fix my f**ing life is like cooking over embers It won't happen know I will always regret And no I'm joking an option may be d**h I don't want to go yet but I'm afraid I can't solve this Found an angel truly flawless but I know where I stand Nothing ever really coming full circle for this man Yo I think I got a plan it never seems to work Sometimes the only person I talk to in a day is the clerk Stabbed through the heart by a dirk when I realized the truth Ya'll never gave a f** about the mountains that I moved Man its true this man is one who might just have to go hollow Accepting that I'm a failure is a tough pill to swallow Still I never wallow wanna move to past all the hate All I do is pollute my soul and I'm finished with it anyways What can I say today might be the day that I'm free But it also might be the day that the reaper comes for me We can only wait and see Chorus x2 I've been broken I've been beaten never retreating Rising up to the fight in the face of defeat And we keep standing no matter how hard they try to break us Silencing the truth and the clowns the emulate us But they ain't us thats the ones who really down The ones who cannot swim but they still never drown