Dew-scented - Inwards lyrics

I've tried it twice but all in vain I've seen it come but far too late Sometimes it's easier to swallow pain as pain Inwards Lifeless A bitter soul in shades Unbroken chains Again and again This fear I can not hide Inwards It's inside Here I go again with blinded sight Into my universe of time Inner higher praise of spiritual decay Terminal state of confusion Yes, I know, I'm hard to penetrate I won't complain It's my own perception And I need to f**ing lie for one more day...